i n / t h e / m o r n i n g

0 5 / 1 9 / 2 0 1 3

Well, I looked my demons in the eyes
laid bare my chest, said "Do your best, destroy me.
You see, I've been to hell and back so many times,
I must admit you kind of bore me."
There's a lot of things that can kill a man
There's a lot of ways to die
Yes, and some already dead that walk beside me
There's a lot of things I don't understand
Why so many people lie
Well, it's the hurt I hide that fuels the fires inside me

0 5 / 1 3 / 2 0 1 3

b r i g h t / l i g h t s

f o r w a r d / m o t i o n

f a l l / a p a r t

k i l l

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain

I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means

You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes

I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love

Leave while there's still hope for escape

Got to take what you can these days

There's so much ahead

So much regret

I know what you want to say

I know it but can't help feeling differently

I loved you, and I should have said it

But tell me just what has it ever meant

0 4 / 1 6 / 2 0 1 3

I've known this poem for quite sometime but only just watched the movie recently. It still makes me cry like a baby. I feel this poem in a way that is too overwhelming to understand. I feel this poem in a way that hurts too much to take notice on.

s w e e t h e a r t

a / s o n g / a b o u t / s p r i n g

0 4 / 0 6 / 2 0 1 3

Suddenly, a cloud must have cut a hole in my head, 

When i was tangled all in your words.

How quick to forget, We are, With eyes unimpressed

You're sealing the conversations.

And are you wondering how things could be?

Just staring at the surface, When all the walls have tendencies.

But it's not your fault when no one taught you how.

And now the one you once loved is leaving.

You're so sure that I'd be just fine here.

But you were surely just taking your own time dear.

w o r d s

“I wanted him to hold me, to take care of me. 
To make the pain dissolve away. 

I know that this was part of what had ruined everything
but I wanted it once more anyway.” 

- Francesca Lia Block

o n e / d a y / t h r e e / a u t u m n s

0 3 / 2 7 / 2 0 1 3

You should have seen us

Carefree behind the wheel

Lover I am still here breaking chairs

Will I ever be the hero in your song

Or forever in your shadow so unseen?

Trapped between the lines that you write down?

You should have told me

Broken jaw and all

Crippled in your glory

Restless till my death

0 3 / 0 6 / 2 0 1 3

 

s t y l e / i n s p i r e

m e r m a i d